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Thursday { 1:18 AM }

Hey you. I have been negelcting my blog. I'm too lazy. HAH , Anyway , holidays have been great. Went swimming pool yesterday with some of the Awesomes. It was , yeah , fun . But, there were times when I find Niel and Mamat ain't fair in the games and I'll just swim away :( , but they'll go up and run on land and go to where I am . It's hard to swim fast. Hhaha . But , overall , it was very awesome. The twister slide was closed for maintenance or whatevr crap. So , there were four of us : Niel , Mamat , Sa & me . Well , we took the four-people-slide. Hah . I was always third ! Mamat and Niel are so funny^^v . I like uh. Then, we played surfing. AHAH ! Fun , very . Hhaha . And , one of the games was , we had to go underwater and see who could hold their breaths the longer. Of course , I won^^v . At 7:45 , Mamat's mum went near to the swimming pool and asked us to get up. We were like bargaining , non-stop. Hheheh . Then , finaally she said - 7:55 . HEH , we played until 7:55 then , we ran to the slide , and wheeeeeeeeee off~ Hhaha . Then, we went to the small pool . After that we went to the deep pool. HAH , my favourite one. Then, at 8 , Daniel's mum shout , done ? We said : Oh wait , Sa's goggles lost . It was an awesome LIE. Hhahah. Then, when we got up , they were likke asking us , lie or not ? We were all laughing our ass off , I tell you , including my aunties. Hey, it was fun. Then, we took lorry home. Ended the day off early. It's a weekday , -.-" . Anyway , tuition today. Second day of tuition. Last week the first day, I tell you , I felt likke sleeping , I felt like running out of the room and lie to the teacher that I needa go home early. Sigh~ It's like the worst tuition ever . The teacher is asking us all to copy . Only two students came uh ! And , they were copy-ing blindly. I tell you , dead silence throughout. Urgh :( , I don't like. I'm quiting. Today will be the second and last^^v. Seriously/ Okaaaay , off to tuition :S Goodbye.

Wednesday { 10:17 PM }

Today was awesome. Everybody went for CIP. Took bus trip to East Coast . And, then , pick litter until 10 + . For 1 hour we slack. Then , bus came, we go back to school. It was short. HAHAH. Then, after that chiao home. I got no mood to go anywhere lah. So, here I am. Whattheheck. Niel not going tution. SAD-ed); Nevermindddd uh :x Aisyah , Syahirah , thanks for your listening ears man ! (: Appreciate real much(:
Will post at night. Again. Hope to make new friends at tuition ;D Today, first day of tuition. Actually when I failed the important subjects, I still did'nt want tuition. Dad was okay with it. But after thinking again. Uhm , no . I want tuition . So long, have'nt go tuition^^. As in any tuition laaaah~ So , I'm really excited. I'm being one pathetic retard here. Pffft , -____- ! Kaaay uhh , not that happy to know that Niel still sick uhh :xx

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Amilianah : Jyeaah. All okaay for now(:
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Cassandra : Oh . Hey you. Hhahah. Nothing's up . Thanks(:
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Atiqah : Thank you , dear^^. Will tag you back soon(:
SlEePyHeAd : Ouhh . Thank you(: S L E E P ! Hhaha.
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{ 2:20 AM }

I had fun . So much , yesterday. Will upload that video laterr aites. Just now, was kewl-ly boring ,pfft . -__- . Niel never follow uhh); . Sad uhh :x . Then, he's sick. Humphf. Aku don't like laah . Get well soon , bro . Then , the plan to go swimming cancelled . But it's okaaay , the important thing is he must get well . Oh yeaah , yesterday. What telah happened. Yah' wanna know ? Firstly , my day started out suckish-ly . Then , Aunt Zara called . Met at my bus stop. Then , chiao to Loyang Point. I failed important subs. Form teacher ask dad to take tuition for meee. Urgh. Aku don't like tuition. But, nevermind. It's streaming yeaar. C'mon uhh . I wanna get good grades right. So , I want(: . Niel and Adik too :D Me and Niel same day (:. AWESOME. Thursday . Okay , tmrw start . My gaawd, awesome YAY. Then, at there uhh , we all laugh like craazy, got scolded uhh. HAHHA. Then, finally , decision made. Awesome. We decided to go Downtown East. YAY. FUN , very. First , ate at KFC. Then , after eating we deccided to sit sit uhh . Laazy baahs. Then played truth/dare. Okaay , I'm the oldest right , so of course laaah , I get the heaviest dare ehh . First must stand outside the toilet entrance for 5 minutes. But after 4 minutes they say okay ready. Then Niel , must stand at the chilly sauce thinggy and hold the "becareful wet floor" sign board. Hhaha. Then , my younga' sista' , I forgot her dare. Then , one of 'em , I run zig-zag all the way. The tiring and last one was, climbing 2 long flight stairs 10 times, up and down. Tired siol. But , fun . Then , aunt brought us walk again. Then we came past this machine. You know the fake roller coaster, I mean there's a screen then we sit in that machine that ohmygawd-ly will move like crazy . Then , all the way through those rides we shout. HAHAH. Then , we took 3 times altogether . $6 / per ride. Forced aunt to take, she don't wannt . She talking to tthe phone, and she said got headache, so nevermind(: Then we went to the bumper thinggy ! That was really FUN. We hit each other . Aunt Zara help us take video^^(: ! I'm gona upload the video on Facebook + Here. I tried uploading here , but failed to do so. So, check it out on Facebook. Right now uploading. 30 minutes left ! ;D

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Monday { 6:38 PM }

Hey you . It's me again . Like duh . It's my blog huh . HAHAH. Okaay . Baik ke perh. Worst news , as in really bad news coming into my ears ^^ . This is suckish. ASSHOLE uhh , the person who do like this to me and my family. Humphf. Anyone knows what JELANGKONG is ? What IT does ? Well , jyeah , that thing is the one who have been haunting my house . My grandmother bloody scared, so was my aunt. SO , WAS I ? Then , dad says after his contract end , we'll shift off Pasir Ris. AHAHHA. Hey you , I'm leaving. I hope I can change school uhh ! HAAHHA. Kaay , that JELANGKONG is the reason mum became like this, she's nowhere to be found . ASSHOLE. I'm serious okay ?! I'm like bloody scared. Police , they're searching for mum . Till now , there's still no news about her . Whatevrr , I don't feel like talking about this. I wanna open my mind. Humphf. ASSHOLES WHO DID ALL THIS, GO DIE , -.- ! Pfffft , -_______- .

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aku : Huh ?! Tampines Secondary School. What for kenal-kenal uhh ? Okaay ? You are ?

mukazap : Baiklah sahabatku . TeeHee. Malay aku improving heh ? Baik uhh (: Okaay , aku tag kau , sahabat :D

taff : Uhm , okayokay . Aku tag kau balik (: , Okay , I'll text yah', baby :D .

{ 2:39 AM }

HAHAHAHHA . I don't think that gel is helpful! Funny heh -_____-

Hey you . I still cannot believe. I no longer feeel likke going Genting okay . Whatever lah heh . Tag replies , Loves :
QianMin : Thanks , Dear (:
Jia Min : Awww , Thanks , prretty.
passerby : Ouhhh . HAHAH. Thankks (: You are ?
i knw u : Hmm , second time tagging like this. Who are you ? Like, seriously. You make me wonder uhh :x Naah , I don't like going out with friends. Heh . Okaay uhh. Budak baik ? I don't thinkk so^^. I prefer family(: , no matter what.

Sunday { 11:49 PM }

My god. Seriously . Everything is craaap , I tell you. Yah' people know that female urgh , I'm talking about. Everypost , she' in that , and never once it's a good thing. Guess what she did ? She , she .. nevermind. Thanks lot kakak for shouting the truth . Finally . So , all this long , I was'nt hacculinating . I don't know how to spell^^. Okay . No. I can't believe the fact that she's doing this. Relekk , how to relekk ?! If I only I'm brave enough to slap her faace . I would. But , I don't have the guts , she's older then me baahs. I seriously can't believe all this. My siblings and I cried like hell shouting our tears out , not believeing the fact she's doing this. I'm serious okay. And , I'm thinking. And , thinking. Should I tell Aunt Zara , she's the closest soul. But , no . Grandmother said no. I should'nt. Probably , this is the end. I just gotta be strong. But , no . I'm not going to allow that to happen . Never. I feel like just typing out your name , I cannot stand looking at me and my siblings crying , begging god to bring our mum back to us. I can't. You can't do this to us. As I'm typing , I'm crying okaay . If you think I'm any pathetic retard , shut the fuck up and go . Don't bother reading. Alamaaaaaaaaaaaak , really , I feel helpless. I don't think my siblings and I got any guts to sound this to any adult. NEVER. So , here we are , stranded . Shouting help , very silently , solemnly. It's difficult . Very difficult. This is the worst news. You kept my mind wondering and assuming , I did'nt expect all that to be the truth . Never expect , AT ALL . I HAAATE YOU . I'm never gonna forgive you , so will my sisters. You caused our tears , our heart to be broken. YOU , heartless human. I HAAATE YOU . U N F O R G I V A B L E .

Saturday { 9:53 PM }

No photos for todaay okay ? :D
Me : Hey you ! I don't feel like going Genting alrdy .
- : WHAT THE ??!!?!?! GOOD. GO OUT WIF MEEE.
Okaaay , I don't know whaat to say about that biaatch . HAHHA . Whateevrrr. I wanna rotrotrot at home. Weih , world. You tell me how to get my passport ? Effing angrrrry . You see laaah , just now cannot go Johor because of that passportt :@ ! It's with 'cher. Neverminnddddd. Tmrw , going down to schl to take passport . Oh my gaawd . I cannot believe the fact that there was a last minute change . I'm not going for the Adventure Cmap in Mlaaysia. Adik sick , forced to be admitted to hospital . I went "WHAT ?!" . I'm sad. I feel likkke crying): . Okay , I just needaa be patient , alright. Okaaay ,2010 , you're the worst year ever, in my liffee . IHATEYOU. In 2010 , mum left . Dad worked overseas since 3 years ago , hahah . Kakak , became somebody different . Adik , always sick , and always sent to aye hospital. MY GOODNESS , and all a while , I have to control the damn situation and bills , evrything. Dad will send money laaah , like duuh . Lucky , ada Awesomes ehh . Aunt Zara always lessen my burden . Hmmm , I feel like killing 2010 . Okaay laaah ehh , whatverr.
My gaawd. I hate her. Hating her more. Hey you , stop thinking I'm rude , stupid , uselesss. You think I'm somebody who will be begging for other's forgiveness. EYH , I'M NOT A BEGGER. Get it ? Humphffff ~ I seriously feel like spitting your name okaay . And , you another one , asshole you. You think what ? It's fun to live in my world. GO ah . You think I'm rude. I ain't your anything. Must I respect you ? I don't think so. I did'nt do it on any purpose right ? I said sorry right . You not happy for whaaaaaaaat ?! Might as well don't reply my chaat . I don't mind , alright.
As you can see , I'm freaking angry because of two idiots. And , heck care them laah ehq. Having them and not having them , does'nt give my life any difference. Going Loyang Point. Meeting Aisyah . Give her the bag . Happy , Aisyah ?! I'm angry and you're making me more frustated. Just borrow from somebody else. I don't even know if it will be turning out good. Kaay laah dunia , bye .